The sun comes up, the day is new, But everything still feels so gray. It is so hard to just get through, And find the strength to start the day. A fake smile hides the hurt inside, A laugh to stop the questions asked. There is no place for one to hide, Behind the heavy, happy mask. The screams are quiet in the head, While staying silent to the world. The happy words have all been said, As all the pain stays tightly curled. To feel so broken and so small, And carry it without